It's been a few weeks now and I thought it was exciting. I deliberately chose to do the trip at home in my most familiar environment. Because trust is quite a thing for me, I chose to also ask my hypnotherapist. I don't regret this at all, but next time it won't be necessary for me. I have experienced so much confidence, I am eternally grateful to Marcel for that. Of course partly because of the preliminary phase with the neurotransmitter test and all the tips regarding nutritional supplements, nutrition and exercise.
What a journey, what an experience, a fantastic experience. From exceptionally beautiful and light, to intensely dark, from laughter to tears. I really liked that I still had the choice to choose the dark or the light. The wonderful smells and music completed the picture.
After Marcel had left and against my better judgement, and yet instinctively, I smoked some weed, it chopped it up. I collapsed completely, screamed and kicked and was unable to do anything for a while. Afterwards I cried so much and knew I had let go of something so big, what a liberation that felt so good.
For days on end, and all kinds of special things are still happening. Nature was already beautiful, but I now experience so much more, I see more and am accompanied by the most beautiful tiny butterflies, dragonflies and buzzards. It was at least 2 weeks after my trip that I became aware that during my trip, I heard a buzzard all the time. It gave me goosebumps, the buzzard stands for death, rebirth, transformation.
Later, during a lovely walk with my cousin, I told about the whole experience and hearing the buzzard. After which she asked me how a buzzard sounds, so beautiful, a second later the buzzard answered itself and there came the goosebumps again. Because indeed there is so much more.
I am grateful and will continue step by step, and definitely go for next time.
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